this is just between you and me..

captivate all of me.

You say, strength is found in weakness
Peace in incompleteness
So why do I hold on?

You look, For a heart that’s open
For beauty in the broken
So why am I withdrawn?

i want to be happy without you.

I want to make myself smile without you.

I want to find a way to be independent without you.

I want to feel confident in myself without you.

I want to take on the world without you.

i’m fed up.

fed up with complying with the teenage girl stereotype.

fed up with feeling weak because I’m young and foolish.

fed up with being called young and foolish.

fed up with being disregarded by adults because of my age.

fed up with being told by society that I’ll never be pretty enough.

fed up with being told that I’m not smart enough.

fed up with being told I’m not living my life the way I should.

fed up with being judged by people who don’t know me.

fed up with seeing my loved ones getting hurt.

fed up with my world revolving around boys.

fed up with feeling unworthy.

fed up with feeling like there’s something wrong with me.

fed up like feeling weird for never having a boyfriend before.

fed up with feeling that I need a boyfriend.

fed up with how women depend too much on men.

fed up with self-centered I can be.

fed up with lowering my expectations.

fed up with settling.

There is only one thing I dread: not to be worthy of my sufferings.

—Dostoevski

There’s no such thing as the perfect soulmate. If you meet someone and you think they’re perfect, you better run as fast as you can in the other direction. ‘Cos your soulmate is the person that pushes all your buttons, pisses you off on a regular basis, and makes you face your shit.

—Madonna